My nails are too pink. ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ya congratulate me. I look like some mamasan now. it didn't look so pink on the sample but when she finally finished the entire thing i was like "er.... wow." that's mighty pink! *dies* I loved her service though. Nice delicate hands she had, that served me but it's so time consuming. one hour plus! and i end up with fingernails that are too pink. so next time anyone who goes for a manicure, please choose a colour that is a good two shades lighter.

I'm so tired. Been out almost everyday, and my money is depleting very fast indeed. But oh well it was really nice to catch up with all the people i've been out of contact with. Been to a few job interviews, but nothing fruitful as yet.

Speaking of which, i cannot comprehend the depth of my stupidity. Next wed will be the THIRD time i step into MOE. Sheesh. The first time i forgot my o'level cert, and the second time i forgot the original copy. I felt really silly for the guy now recognises me, and i HATE him for that. Yesterday was just horrid. Besides having to face that embarrassment, i nearly got squished in between the menacing doors of the mrt. so mw got into the train whereas i didn't and we created quite a scene.

Well the only consolation was that i enjoyed the rest of the day in peace and tranquility, up to the point where i discovered my nails were too pink. ack.

I feel pretty sore. For i'm gonna look real plain on grad night, but given my limited money resource I've got no other choice. My mum absolutely refuses to buy anything for me. So pardon me if i feel all wretched when someone tells me his/her mum bought him/her this and that and blah blah for i'm not as blessed. In fact even as i used my own money she tried to discourage me from buying stuff.

Sigh! and my dad got peeved with me for getting a manicure. It's something which i've wanted to do for such a long long time. And excuse me, i did think about for months before contemplating on doing it ok. Sometimes i'm just peeved that they still treat me like a kid.

Amidst all the sniffles and lung exhausting coughs, I'm not looking forward to grad night after all. A million thanks to stacie for lending her gown to me. Without which i would have probably opted out of going.

My life feels pretty empty. Hopefully things will perk up with the arrival of tanya. I miss all of them so much for i only get to see janice most often. have a safe flight ya tanya... i'll see ya soon!

FUMING.

tell me. if you call somebody and you don't hear anything what do you do?

1) put down the phone
2) wait like a helpless idiot for some singtel guy to come fix your "no other side" call and that's probably gonna happen donkey years later

so i chose no 1, and got screwed by the person on the other line. like hey, SCREW YOU. bloody hell sacarstic.

He: why did you put down the phone just now? it's very rude you know?
me: well i didn't hear anything on the other line so i decided to put down and call again?
He: hmm.. ok i'll have to think about whether to believe you on that. ( NO RELATION whatsoever to the job)
me: er.... (contemplating on whether to hang up on him)
he: anyway you're calling for?
me: the job. as a tuition coordinator
he: oh ok. you want to come for an interview this afternoon? I'll tell you the details if you don't hang up halfway.
me: (starts cursing) *takes a deep breath* ya i won't.

so he tells me about how to get there and all, and i want to throw my hp outta the window. @#%$!@#!@!!#~!!##~~

If the job wasn;t flexible and paying 10 bucks an hour i would have just spewed all the vulgarities in the world and asked him to go $##@ off.

Money makes the world go round.

wonderful, wonderful,wonderful day.

Life's just the best when the A's are over ain't it. Those poor lit people are probably still slogging through their paper now, but after today, hey! welcome to the world of having nothing much left to do.

Haha. I've only completed half of what i set out to do today. I watched my darlings on vcd, had my daily dose of soppy serials, called sarah up, and signed up with three tuition agencies. Also called to enquire about some tuition coordinator job, promoter at an exhibition as well as some charity project, all paying pretty well and they've got very flexible timings. decided not to get a permanent job before january for i'll be away for quite some time.

Anyway, i've yet to pack up my pig sty out there, as well as do some daily chores before getting back to watching my darlings on vcd again. ack. Oh yes, and send in my application for relief teaching. I hope i won't smack those kids should they prove be anything less than being obedient. :)

MARChe (looks at anne.anne!) still serves the best mouth watering waffles topped with icecream and caramel bananas. Mr wee was being cheeky. VERY cheeky indeed. and yans, i would so agree with you to smack eugene upside down. He drives me crazy by being foul-mouthed all the time. I went to top shop with anne after that, but i left her in the fitting room halfway for my parents had come to pick me up and they were fuming cos i had forgotten to switch the vibration mode on my hp. Sigh. They're just not easy going folks.

oh yes sarah.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so so so so sorry this has to come one day late. sheesh. *bangs my head* too much geog squeezed the fact that it was your birthday yesterday. ok lame excuse. i'm really sorry honey. I'll make it up to you next week! hahha....

things to be done next week:
1) get a shawl from metro (for the cheapo me has got some vouchers)
2) skirt from bugis village
3) manicure at paragon (yes! i finally have nails!not much though.)
4) top from wherever.
5) sneakers from far east
6) accesories from harbour front

Yup, for the timebeing that's about all i can think of, pending on the fact that i have an extremely tight budget. I'm greeeeenn with envy, for people who have wallets with bottomless pits.

I am so gonna hook up my mario and play till kingdom come. hahahaha....

i received a msg which i wish i didn't last night. It was just too much of a shocker. And i gave such a stupid reply, i think i screwed it all up.

oh whatever, for now i shall go pack up my sty! anyone know any juniors whom i can dump all my stuff on?

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahhahahahahahaha....................... :)

omg jason.... andrea groping in the dark? *dies laughing* you're damn hilarious.

anyway, the shin (knee and toe) concert was a blast. Well it almost blasted my ears off for they're so rocker-fied, but it was good on the whole. Not to mention the off stage enterainment i had in my section. Somehow i don't really understand how some people can turn out to be such fanatics. Yes, i had two bawling idiots in my section who acted like someone had died when they performed their last item. in fact their tear glands overflowed whenever a semi-sad song was sung. Better still, they were oblivious to almost half the section laughing at their silly-ness.

In addition, i had just about 200 or so jumping nuts all over the stadium. geez... It gets nauseating when someone jumps and everything of hers jumps along. that's when she could have perhaps sat down to save herself from some embarrassment. Bah. I'm mean and old fashioned. :)

Anyway, the weekend is over and woosh! everything comes crashing down altogether. *screams I'm in such a holiday mood!!!* I love shangrila for they have really brought out the best of a beach resort/hotel. Nice decks for you to sunbathe in privacy, and rreally friendly staff as well. But, nonetheless i've returned feeling guilty beyond all words. I brought my notes along but only one was read out of the entire stack. I spent the rest of the time enjoying the scenery and sea breeze, as well as partying at sunset bay only to suffer from the after effects of a half body rash. *scratches* Think i'm allergic to god-knows-what. I wasn't even exactly sure about what i popped into my mouth.

So we checked out yesterday, and i was supposed to make up for my guilt by studying till 6 this morning but alas! i gave up at 4, and all that's in my brain is pop geog. only half of it. how wonderful. seems like i can't give a shit about the a's anymore aint it!? But NO. i must not must not must not. Doubt my heart can take the last minute panic of having found so many things uncovered anyway.

I'm off to hang up the laundry and finish up my pop geog by 1 then. no more time to lose. you all hang in there as well ya! btw is the farewell dinner thing on thurs confirmed? It was major irony when i received that msg. but i shall keep that little secret to myself. :)

one more paper to go, and we're all set to go on a major shopping spree.

:)

The atmo qn today totally knocked me off my feet. can't believe i studied bloody hard for it and yay.. they come up with some climate qn. @##$$!@@#!!!!!

one more... one more.. one more......

meanwhile, I'm going for the shin concert tonight and off to sentosa tmr! how exciting. :)

hey bel, heard about your situation there in nz so i decided to pop by and just leave you a note cos i can't open my mail box.

It ain't exactly that bad dear.. just hang in there for like 10 days more? Moreover, there's the lovely beach out there waiting for you! wait. your uncle's house is located alongside the beach right? Go have a nice stroll, and just be happy.

I'd rather much die to be there cos I'm practically trying to squeeze my brains here, so yup just welcome each new day with the nice scent of the sea as well as the lovely sound of crashing waves. *dreams*

I'm gonna catch some sleep then practise a math paper. 5 more papers to go!

I am FRUSTRATED.

Besides wanting to wring cha cha's neck off, my brain has died. I cannot solve a math question and it has been bugging me for the longest time ever. I need jason NOW. I should have gone to school. But if i did i'll have to waste time going to the airport. Not that i don't wanna catch my sis asap, but it's just that something small called the A's happen to fall on the whole of next week.

*rips all my hair out*

Cha cha is being such a pissant he deserves to be slaughtered. Besides all it's gibberish that reaches insane pitches at times, it whistles it's lungs out as well. WOULD SOMEONE PLEASE ADOPT THE DAMN_ED THING. yays. i think cha cha's pissed me off to the highest level it can ever do in it's lifetime.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*takes one million deep breaths*

So i come online, and waste time again. I was supposed to finish my 2002 paper two in three hours, but sarah called halfway, and i can't focus at all. Plus, that buggering qn that's really getting on my nerves cos it's probability.

Sing halleluia. For the A levels has finally arrived. And i still feel jittery.